Hey all!
Yes! I enjoy blogging…it’s almost therapeutic, you know?
I have to say that I’m very excited about our upcoming trip. For one, we have an amazing team, in which all of our personalities blend well and the dynamics make everything exciting!
I just want to share a little bit of how God blessed Taryn and I with the opportunity to go on this missions trip.
Prior to hearing about the announcement that GBC was sponsoring a short-term missions trip to Korea, Taryn and I were not really thinking about going on a trip at all. For one, we were barely making ends meet financially as mortgage payments and bills were mounting. Secondly, Taryn and I, through much prayer and good counsel, made a decision that I should quit my position as a teacher at the end of the school year to pursue a newly kindled passion as a federal Customs agent. We were stepping into a big unknown as we didn’t know for sure I would get the Customs position. Bascially, I was leaving my teaching career behind without getting any solid acknowledgement from Homeland Security that I would even have the position by the time I quit. So… the summer of 2009 would be a very interesting one as we put ourselves in a position of “greater faith.” I officially ended my position as a teacher on June 10th and I still don’t have the Customs position as of yet. The risk factor is that if Customs doesn’t call by the end of the July then we will be short some money for our payments. Both of us never experienced an “unknown” like this before. But even through all of this, we were at peace and settled in our hearts as God was at the center of every decision we were making. He was always faithful in providing for our necessities, always in the nick of time. And we have absolutely no concern about our situation!
Maybe a week before GBC made the announcement about South Korea, I remember reading chapter 38 of Rick Warren’s PDL about becoming a world-class Christian. At the end of the chapter, he writes, “If you want to be like Jesus, you must have a heart for the whole world. You can’t be satisfied with just your family and friends coming to Christ. There are over 6 billion people on earth, and Jesus wants all of his children found.” He finishes the chapter by asking the question, “What steps can I take to prepare to go on a short-term missions experience in the next year?” At this point, I vividly recall myself praying right then and there, asking God to send Taryn and I on a missions trip together. But in the back of my mind, I thought, “How are we able to afford this trip? Will Taryn be able to get some time off of work?”
During the initial meetings at the church office, I was sitting down listening to Pastor Parris speaking about finances, time, and etc. I was deliberating in my mind whether or not I should make the commitment then since I didn’t know whether Customs would call during the allotted dates. From that week on, I remember praying to God asking Him to provide me with clarity in what I should do. Should I go on the trip and hopefully Customs would call after I come back? Or should I stay home in case Customs calls? Well, again through much prayer and guidance from God and my wife, we both made the decision to commit. In my heart, I knew that God had a divine plan in which He would “make my path straight.” My wife was even able to get the necessary time off to go on the trip! Through support checks and fundraising, we were able to amass enough monies for our trip. When our funds for the plane ticket was due, God provided with support money from our families. When the rest of the balance was due, God provided through fundraising. Praise God for that! Customs has yet to call, but I know in God’s plan, He knows exactly the right time for them to call and when I’m ready to go. Most importantly, He is calling me on the Great Commission, and He’s sending me back to the motherland.
What was the lesson learned?
Whatever decision I made, God tugged at my heart to always seek His guidance. I realized that I would have always made the wrong choice if I didn’t keep Him at the center of everything. If I followed my selfish ambitions and followed my own path, who knows where I would’ve ended up? or who I would have hurt along the way. My brother told me some real good advice, and he said something along these lines. We can’t read God’s mind nor can we accurately predict His will for us. But what we can do is to continually make faith-based decisions knowing that God will always make our paths straight in the end. In Proverbs, God states that we should “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.” Sometimes God will decide for us with such clarity that decisions won’t be so hard. But often in my life I find that choices are not that easy, but when I make a choice in faith, seeking in prayer and counsel from others, I know that God slaps on a good ending to the story.
-James